Thursday, April 15, 2010

The best

I've been thinking about this lately:





Here are the lyrics if you don't want to watch the whole video:

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist, or be abused?

Is someone getting the best
The best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best
The best, the best, the best of you?

Or are you gone and onto someone new?

I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose

My heart is under arrest again
But I'll break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best
The best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best
The best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?
It's real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must confess

Is someone getting the best
The best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?
It's real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You'd die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must confess

Is someone getting the best
The best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best
The best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist, or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in, I refuse

Is someone getting the best
The best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best
The best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
It's real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must confess

Is someone getting the best
The best, the best, the best of you?

It makes me think about stuff, like, am I living my life deliberately?  Why am I living how I'm living?  And if I had the choice, would I change it?  And then, well why shouldn't I change it?  It's like a quote from the American poet Mary Oliver, "Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" When I say it in my mind, it's more like, "Tell me, WHAT IS IT YOU PLAN TO DO WITH YOUR ONE WILD AND PRECIOUS LIFE???!!!!!"  My cool little sister emailed it to me back in August last year.

I just can't get this thought out of my head lately.  What do you think?

Amiee

2 comments:

Unknown said...

I love you so much, ame. Thanks for being the best. I am oscilating between feelings of courage/deliberation and fear/weakness. But I'm going to take all of that and keep moving... hopefully forward. Chatting with fingers is nice, but let's use our faces soon.

Love.
em

Unknown said...

I love that Mary Oliver quote! I think I will post it in my classroom. It will probably be lost on my 3rd graders, but not on me :o) Thanks for being so transparent in your blog. I admire all moms.